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1. Describe RundwulfWolfShield in five words.

Caring. Viking! DD Wulf. Supportive. er ... mellow?
o__o;;;


2. IliekMudkipz just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?

WTF?!!! D8
Nooooesssss ><

3. Who would win in a duel, Rich-Heart or Rich-Heart? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?

LOL! XDDDDDD

4. Do you miss odhinns-scribe?
yes. ;_;

5. Have you ever been in arc-1138's house?
yes~ he's mah luv~

6. Do you do anything special with beloved-lily?
yes~~ Very ... special things ... ;3
jk! XD;;;;

7. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, arc-1138 and Rich-Heart! How will it go?
ZOMFG, THAT'D BE SO MUCH FUN!!!
DDD
Lexy will get to meet a good friend of mine. -nods-
^____^ and then Rich-Heart could meet my boyfriend! DD
XD:

8. Napoleon Dynamite suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
wtf?
XD;

9. What would you do if beloved-lily and arc-1138 were going out?
D:
D8
D8<<<<
;__;
nooo
he mine. ;^;

10. your inner demon is actually garden gnomes in disguise, you know.
XDDD Nice to know! DD

11. Have you dreamt of beloved-lily before?
actually, yes I have. XD

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Maybe I was wrong. About the entire situation. It gnaws at my mind freshly new due to something I heard the other day.

It makes me sick.

I cannot eat and my stomach feels queasy.
It was interesting to know that i was right this entire time about a certain point, but I was also wrong this entire time about many of the points.

I am on edge now because I am not sure of what turn to take.

Rumors? o__O what "rumors"?

I know not rumors.
I know that i did not spread them.
I know because I wouldn't do that.
It just makes me say, "wtfff" to whomever did that.

But apparently someone has told her that i have.
Which in turn, causes me to be right about a point for my believeing that no one is cold without a reason.

Oh, but I was so blind to the reason! So, so blind.
For a long time, I was bitter because I did not understand.
Now I do.
Now, I don't know how to make it up to her.
Because anything i say is not credible to her.

A large misunderstanding, I dub it.
I'm trying hard to fight back the urge to vomit now.
Well, scratch that. Have been.

-sighs-
Thankfully the weekend is coming up.
Maybe . . . I'll get my head and my heart out of this.
Because I honestly don't know.
what to do at this point.

A part of me screams out Preposterous! Lies! Every single one of them! I did no such thing!
But a smaller part whispers, Then who did?

I don't understand. -shakes head-

-sighs-
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out

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Time really seems to be going really fast.
I remember during this time SAT class took soo long and it was sooo boring . . . Driver's Ed is a little more fun, but two hours doesn't seem so long to me anymore. XD; Weekends come faster and leave faster than before. It just reminds me that "life is just a vapor" "life is just sand trickling in an hourglass." All that jazz.

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And as time is going by faster and faster (someone make it stop! @___@), it's getting closer to when I have to go off to college. Freakin' college. In all honesty, I don't want to go. I feel that I'm too young. o_o But, I guess that's what they all say. >< I know myself; I'm still making friends in an elementary school girl way. I just . . . I don't think I'm ready. I really really don't. ;^;

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People are very strange.
I've noticed that most of them are narcissist. I don't mean that they stare at their reflection in the mirror and are "oh so in love" with their appearance. I mean a different kind. I keep encountering these kinds of people. o_o It's like, "where do y'all come from?!!! D:"

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-sighs-
and lastly, but certainly, not least-I owe a big big apology to a special someone. I'm sorry hun; I really want to make it up to you. ;^; I'm sorry that i did that to you and now I know that i shouldn't have done it. >< I'm sorry, love. Really sorry. >< I have ideas of what I should do ... But they shall be secret~ o.O ^^

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heh.
haven't written a journal like this in a long time.
A real pensive (sorta) and kinda long journal. ^^
yay~
XD;